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Robert Lawrence
V. Love Train
“When I opened my eyes and saw you, I knew I was safe,” she told me with a smile. Was she? I felt like a coward. Caught up in a past trauma.
Robert Lawrence
IV. Rebirth: The Empath & Narcissus
Both of us struggled with knowing how to love ourselves when no one else wanted to. At least no one we longed for.


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III. Don’t Forget
I can’t tell you how much it means to see a face light up when I appear when most grow dark or afraid.
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II. The Lark Ascending
It’s another late-night subway ride. I decide to take the train to the end of the line—Coney Island. It’s cold. I challenge myself to...


Robert Lawrence
I. An Introduction: The man in the mirror
I don't know you, but if I tell this tale, it might as well be the truth. At least to the point where you can understand me--and you.


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XIX: All Is Fire
I should have known it wasn’t going to be easy. We’re all human. I just want my own humanity to be respected.
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XV: Butterfly Effect
I needed to become new. To become a witness to self. The me that was alive within and becoming increasingly impatient to be known.
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XIV: I Am
How one lesson learned late one night at a Christian camp may have shaped my entire life.
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XIII. Balance
The journey has not been an easy one. So much of me has been lost in the storm. Flung overboard so that I may continue to rise.
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XII. Mother
He looked up to his mother in pure adoration. As if looking at the face of God. I knew that look because that is how I once saw my mother.
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XI. Baptism By Fire:My Fall & Initiation Told in Four Parts
Who hurt me? I hurt myself. I have failed to find love because I’ve never allowed it in. Never let anyone get too close.
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Birth Day
I am here. I am here. I am here. I know who I am in truth. I know what I am in truth. I know how I serve in truth. Word, I am Word. I am...
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X. A Love Invocation
Love, I will follow where you lead and serve others the best I can along the way. May your people be my people.
Robert Lawrence
IX. Baptism By Holy Spirit
Life did not change much after baptism. My soul was not elevated in the ways I had expected. I was still struggling with my sexuality and...
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VIll. Wings of The Dove
It has almost been a week since I’ve seen Leo. I’ve kept my promise and have not called. Neither has he. My heart slightly touches upon...
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